Day 3~Dance of the Seven Veils
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“The richer–that is, the more varied and complete–the individual’s emotional life, the less is he driven to projection, and the more will he incline to identification. His outlet and satisfaction comes in identifying himself with the emotions of the other. On the other hand, the narrower and more restricted the individual’s emotional life, the more intense will be his fewer emotions, the less will he be inclined to, and capable of, identification–the lack of which he has to compensate for by projection. Projection thus proves to be a compensatory mechanism that adjusts for an inner lack. Identification, on the other hand, is an expression of abundance, of the desire for union, for alliance, for sharing.”
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Day 3~Dance of the Seven Veils
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Sweat in the Water P40.4R Day TWO
ORACLE:
Song: “Phenomena“~YYYs
Tarot: Four of Wands
Wiki: I had a small seizure as I attempted to read this.
BODY: Yoga, Midol, Ginger Chews
INSPIRATION: The Glass Castle by Jeanette Walls. I am fucking loving this.
SACRIFICE: Television
RELINQUISH: Pity parties
CONFESSION/REALIZATION: The older I get, the more immature I feel.
STRUCTURED IN: Anti-worker time at the desk, during which I read the Angelina article in Vanity Fair. Made doctor’s appointment. Paid my rent. Took a walk.
Sweat in the Water
P40.4R Day TWO
ORACLE:
- Song: “Phenomena“~YYYs
- Tarot: Four of Wands
- Wiki: I had a small seizure as I attempted to read this.
BODY: Yoga, Midol, Ginger Chews
INSPIRATION: The Glass Castle by Jeanette Walls. I am fucking loving this.
SACRIFICE: Television
RELINQUISH: Pity parties
CONFESSION/REALIZATION: The older I get, the more immature I feel.
STRUCTURED IN: Anti-worker time at the desk, during which I read the Angelina article in Vanity Fair. Made doctor’s appointment. Paid my rent. Took a walk.
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Pluto Made Me Do It In honor of Pluto going direct and dancing with my Moon and Jupiter, I’ve decided to retrograde myself and begin P40.4 again. I allowed myself to get choked by work and general ennui. I am finally back in the groove.
P40.4 DAY ONE REDUX
Oracle:
Song: “I Just Want to Make Love to You“~Etta James Ohfuckyes. This has to be my theme for this round: Power, Sexuality, Soul. (I am beginning my Venus Return…please return me to this….)
Tarot: Strength
Wiki: I’ve decided to read a random Wikipedia article everyday as well. Why not? If I’m going to waste away online, I might as well learn something…and today, I learned about this guy.
Body: Haagen Dazs vanilla frozen yogurt with crumbled double chocolate granola cookies, Kombucha Trilogy, Zodiac Dance
Inspiration: The Sun
Sacrifice: Yoga, The Emmys
Realization/Confession: I am tired of living in the shadows of others
Relinquish: Unsubscribed to A’s FB page
Structured In: Laundry, Cleaning, Checkbook balancing (eeek!)
Pluto Made Me Do It
In honor of Pluto going direct and dancing with my Moon and Jupiter, I’ve decided to retrograde myself and begin P40.4 again. I allowed myself to get choked by work and general ennui. I am finally back in the groove.
P40.4 DAY ONE REDUX
Oracle:
- Song: “I Just Want to Make Love to You“~Etta James Ohfuckyes. This has to be my theme for this round: Power, Sexuality, Soul. (I am beginning my Venus Return…please return me to this….)
- Tarot: Strength
- Wiki: I’ve decided to read a random Wikipedia article everyday as well. Why not? If I’m going to waste away online, I might as well learn something…and today, I learned about this guy.
Body: Haagen Dazs vanilla frozen yogurt with crumbled double chocolate granola cookies, Kombucha Trilogy, Zodiac Dance
Inspiration: The Sun
Sacrifice: Yoga, The Emmys
Realization/Confession: I am tired of living in the shadows of others
Relinquish: Unsubscribed to A’s FB page
Structured In: Laundry, Cleaning, Checkbook balancing (eeek!)
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Shadow Sisters I was so content to live in the shadow of your sun.
Shadow Sisters
I was so content to live in the shadow of your sun.
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“I am glad the rain is coming down hard. It is how I feel. I love you so. Sivvy”
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Day 1 POSTSCRIPT I shut down the soul sucker box, rolled around and contorted on the ground, took some self-portraits, opened my heart to the Gods, listened to Joy Division, had a glass of cab, went to bed.
That’s better.
Day 1 POSTSCRIPT
I shut down the soul sucker box, rolled around and contorted on the ground, took some self-portraits, opened my heart to the Gods, listened to Joy Division, had a glass of cab, went to bed.
That’s better.
